Prayalysis

Last night HE disabled my senses
Anything but afraid
I prayed lying frozen
I prayed

I prayed to keep me disabled
I prayed to make me deaf and dumb
What difference would've it made?
I prayed

I prayed to take my life away
So I never step off of that bed
I prayed for the tears to fade
I prayed

I prayed I couldnt speak again
And lay helpless as an excuse
To never stop your soul again
I prayed

I prayed I couldnt move again
To remain limbless and lifeless on that bed
To never hold ur hand again
I prayed

I prayed I couldnt open these eyes again
To make me blind and unable to find
Unable to trace that face again
I prayed

I prayed effortlessly
To restrict my next breath
To experience death
I prayed

I prayed to make me mush
Crumble all my flesh and bone
So I could'nt hurt you and push
I prayed

But who would tell you
That I was dead
'May you never notice'
I prayed

I prayed
I prayed
I prayed
Untill I broke the silence with ur name